morocco opened my heart again. it opened my heart to the mystery, to the unknown, to myself. it also opened my heart to the uncomfortable. (yes, you read that right!) after avoiding discomfort as much as I could it showed me the beauty in it again. the beauty in just being where I am, just…
heute erzähle ich euch von einer reise, einer reise in die tiefe meines herzens. heute sprechen wir auf deutsch.es ist eine besondere reise, auf die ich euch heute mitnehmen darf. und die, die mich kennen, werden wissen, dass es für mich dennoch keine unübliche reise ist. ich durfte in den letzten 12 wochen am roots…
what a wild (or not so wild) thing to write about. I never thought this would be something I’d ever come across. but here we are.so, as you can guess, I spent the past year in celibacy. what does that mean?for me, it means that the last time someone kissed me was precisely one year…
it’s been silent over here. not because nothing has happened but because life has been so loud.now the words are fleeting, over a year since I shared something here, now where to start again? I returned home with a sense of surrender. home to germany, home to my family for wintertime over a year ago.…
today I am missing the wild world out there. the late june sun is shining outside, birds singing and vibrant green surrounding my home. I am longing for the unknown. I drank my morning coffee and sat here questioning what else life has in store for me. and my mind started wandering. to the pyramids…
20.09.23 I am leaving izmir as the last light leaves the day to the night.children playing in the streets, little cats crossing my path to the train station. me and the small dirty shoes that used to be my little brothers shoes. my heavy backpack and my full heart with me. yes, I left izmir…
28.07.23once again the past two weeks were incredibly full. I travelled down the coast of spain to the voice medicine retreat with uria tsur and from there I continued straight to boom festival: these two events were very special and I will write about them in another moment. I will share some of the medicine…
12.07.23 these days I am feeling as though I am watching the universe do its work, perform its special magic. sometimes in life the so called coincidences and signs are few, these days they are almost overwhelming. perhaps because I started following my heart again?not that I’ve wanted to stop doing that in between. somehow…
11.07.23 as I am walking through barcelona the city is slowly waking up. once again I notice that besides doves and other birds there’s also parrots living here – such lovely memories from the selva. I am leaving barcelona to travel down to andalusia for a retreat with uria tsur. something I didn’t even dream…
the journey back I left tepoztlan on monday. someone I love a lot came to say goodbye to me and gave us a lift into the center in his oldtimer. luca, pablo and me went to mexico city together. luca and me walked around until it was time for me to leave. and until it…