31.05.23 I’m on a bus back to the place where my journey through central america truly began more than 8 months ago. I am exhausted, tired, frustrated with the transportation and the intensity and heaviness of emotions recently.. in this time, my moon, what I’d love for myself is rest and a nurturing home. instead…
it’s wednesday morning and once again the morning mist is slowly rising above the hills in front of my window. the morning is cold and bright and I am sitting in bed, dressed with all pullovers I have, welcoming the morning, welcoming the change. and today life will change once again. the last days were…
09.05.23 on saturday we’ve had another community concert in gaia. a donation based event with candles, live music and people enjoying each others presence in a very loving space. additionally to that magic luca and me prepared some magical cacao – cacao with one beautifully grown psychedelic mushroom. the evening was full of singing, togetherness,…
now it’s been a while since I shared my story here. the lake has been a vortex. so much has happened in such a short time; on the inside as well as on the outside. now, after many days it’s time for me to share again. 28.04.23 it’s raining, I am sitting in a small…
I am sitting on a dance floor in the mountains. right now no dance is happening. bamboo sticks, the creek flowing next to me. my white skirt.this morning I’ve been crying. a lot.how did I get here? I spoke to my former partner for the first time in months and he told me he fell…
I started my day with the first hot shower in three months. to me traveling often means learning the joy of simple pleasures again. and the joy of great things. showering with hot water made me really happy! I went for a walk, sat by the local school and organised my mind. I’ve made it…
antigua! after my a little breakfast I took a walk to explore antigua a bit. it was beautiful, I enjoyed it so much. I was walking through the streets smiling and even laughing, my eyes couldn’t get enough of the colors and impressions of this place. beautiful women in traditional clothing balancing things on their…
my day started early again and with a lot of confusion. what was I still doing in flores? the same old question. I couldn’t answer it. I didn’t have a good reason to stay, barely any reason. I went to maracuya to drown my confusion in a good coffee and have a moment to be…
last night I didn’t sleep a lot. this morning I woke up before sunrise, the birds were singing outside of my dorm and I decided to take a walk to see the sunrise. today marks 6 months of travelling and perhaps the longest time I’ve been away from home. today was a rather slow day.…
once again the past few weeks have been a lot. so many changes on the outside and the inside, waves of life moving through me and taking me for a while, only to leave me again in yet undiscovered lands. the past few weeks since leaving mexico have been a huge lesson in self responsibility.…