what a wild (or not so wild) thing to write about. I never thought this would be something I’d ever come across. but here we are.so, as you can guess, I spent the past year in celibacy. what does that mean?for me, it means that the last time someone kissed me was precisely one year…
28.07.23once again the past two weeks were incredibly full. I travelled down the coast of spain to the voice medicine retreat with uria tsur and from there I continued straight to boom festival: these two events were very special and I will write about them in another moment. I will share some of the medicine…
I’d like to share from a very collected place but the truth is I can’t. because I’m not feeling the most collected these days.about three and a half weeks ago I returned from central america back to europe and this time has been a rollercoaster of emotions. I made myself a ton of plans to…
the journey back I left tepoztlan on monday. someone I love a lot came to say goodbye to me and gave us a lift into the center in his oldtimer. luca, pablo and me went to mexico city together. luca and me walked around until it was time for me to leave. and until it…
31.05.23 I’m on a bus back to the place where my journey through central america truly began more than 8 months ago. I am exhausted, tired, frustrated with the transportation and the intensity and heaviness of emotions recently.. in this time, my moon, what I’d love for myself is rest and a nurturing home. instead…
it’s wednesday morning and once again the morning mist is slowly rising above the hills in front of my window. the morning is cold and bright and I am sitting in bed, dressed with all pullovers I have, welcoming the morning, welcoming the change. and today life will change once again. the last days were…
24.05.23my friend fell in love in tzununa. after all we still left together but for her it was harder than for me. the tuktuk picked us up at 4:45 in the morning, her partner came with us to see her for some more moments. we took a bus in san marcos. up the mountains, overlooking…
09.05.23 on saturday we’ve had another community concert in gaia. a donation based event with candles, live music and people enjoying each others presence in a very loving space. additionally to that magic luca and me prepared some magical cacao – cacao with one beautifully grown psychedelic mushroom. the evening was full of singing, togetherness,…
now it’s been a while since I shared my story here. the lake has been a vortex. so much has happened in such a short time; on the inside as well as on the outside. now, after many days it’s time for me to share again. 28.04.23 it’s raining, I am sitting in a small…
I am sitting on a dance floor in the mountains. right now no dance is happening. bamboo sticks, the creek flowing next to me. my white skirt.this morning I’ve been crying. a lot.how did I get here? I spoke to my former partner for the first time in months and he told me he fell…