I’d like to share from a very collected place but the truth is I can’t. because I’m not feeling the most collected these days.about three and a half weeks ago I returned from central america back to europe and this time has been a rollercoaster of emotions. I made myself a ton of plans to…
the journey back I left tepoztlan on monday. someone I love a lot came to say goodbye to me and gave us a lift into the center in his oldtimer. luca, pablo and me went to mexico city together. luca and me walked around until it was time for me to leave. and until it…
31.05.23 I’m on a bus back to the place where my journey through central america truly began more than 8 months ago. I am exhausted, tired, frustrated with the transportation and the intensity and heaviness of emotions recently.. in this time, my moon, what I’d love for myself is rest and a nurturing home. instead…
it’s wednesday morning and once again the morning mist is slowly rising above the hills in front of my window. the morning is cold and bright and I am sitting in bed, dressed with all pullovers I have, welcoming the morning, welcoming the change. and today life will change once again. the last days were…
now it’s been a while since I shared my story here. the lake has been a vortex. so much has happened in such a short time; on the inside as well as on the outside. now, after many days it’s time for me to share again. 28.04.23 it’s raining, I am sitting in a small…
I am sitting on a dance floor in the mountains. right now no dance is happening. bamboo sticks, the creek flowing next to me. my white skirt.this morning I’ve been crying. a lot.how did I get here? I spoke to my former partner for the first time in months and he told me he fell…
and suddenly I’m in a bus leaving flores. who would’ve thought this day would come. I have two seats for myself, my emirates blanket keeps me warm and in my ears eddie vedders „no ceiling“ is playing. oh life. oh sweet life. once again it is not only a place I leave behind but a…
this morning I woke up at five because somewhere very near my bed a birthday celebration was happening. at 5 am. with a band. I have to say I live for these cultural differences. today the day of deciding had come. already during the last day I felt that something has shifted and all of…